Current mood:
content Who am i? One that is hurt and been hurt. One who has lived and died....and decided to live again. One who recognized her weaknesses and made the change.
This life...ahhhh....what a trip, huh? Daily, i struggle to figure out what its all about. Somedays, it consumes me- others, i just don't think about it. I feel like i have learned so much- then, lol...something happens that makes me recognize how much knowledge i really lack. The good thing? Ima bad bitch and i can handle the daily. Living my life over the past year has made me realize....though the Devil is everywhere- he will NEVER get me down. He has tried...oh has he ever. But not me...no sir- i got up, dusted myself off....changed into a new outfit(lol) and shook it off. Head up....never looking back. My blessings are completely uncountable. I am living proof friends....miracles are REAL.
Since i can remember....i have searched and searched for someone to love ms. melissa. The problem was- i didnt love melissa, lol. Rightfully i shouldnt have- i was a shitty person. I am completely okay in saying that. Now...I have fallen in love with myself for the first time. I know that ima good one. I will not succumb to the standards of others- i know my worth. I will never settle again, nor will i compromise my integrity or my morals again. Will I ever find that one? Who knows....oh well- if not....im good. If so...then he will be good. Lucky bastard, lol. For real though....this is all the truth- my synopsis....if it happens, it happens.
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