I am not the girl that will doodle your name in my notebook mainly because i dont even have a notebook, lol. I wont draw hearts around pictures of you and us together because i think that shit is cheezy and makes me want to vomit. I will not bicker and argue with your ex girlfriend/wife because i am too old for that shit. I gotten into way too many altercations in my youth and kicked my fair share of ass....but those days are done- ima mommy now. I wont set outside your house and follow you around to see who you are with and what you are doing. I wont check your cell phone when you are out of the room. I wont sit by the phone and cry because you havent called.
What i will do...is be your best friend when no one else understands. I will let you cry on my shoulder and not tell a soul that i EVER saw you cry:) I will be that chick that you love to hang out with like one of your homies, instead of the nagging girlfriend that everyone wants to go home. I will be the one that your friends probably like hanging out with more than you;) I will be the one that you can ALWAYS depend on, like the rising of the sun. The one that you can take home to mamma and be proud cause ima good one...educated, intelligent, responsible...a keeper. I will be the one who is always looking for the next level....and ready to help you along the way. I will be the one who depends on you to dry my tears when the world is too damn much to handle. And at the end of the day....I'll be the one that puts it on ya ass so well...that i will never have to worry about you going anywhere else because you know you got the BADDEST bitch alive, lol.
This is directed towards no one and everyone all at the same time. I have been doing a lot of thinking and it seems like men these days thrive of the dramatics and the females that sponser them. If that's you- then please...miss me with that.
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