And still i am ok...

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

In the right light...and im still okay. Inhale, exhale...and I am okay- as I watch the memories slowly fade away. In the right light, things weren't as they seemed- though it all felt so real, it was only a dream. Melodic words, though they fell on deaf ears... There was beauty seen through the plethera of tears. I could have sworn I knew him, I could have sworn he cared... I almost swear, to him, my soul, I bared. Alas, this masquerade...his words vacant, otiose- He had nothing to say, yet still was verbose... In the right light...we see as we please, Trying to pervade our voids to find what may need. This facade, this meretricious parade of emotions... I believed it, I believed in something where nothing was. Him...with his delusive, translucent manner- Oblivious to all that surrounds him... I know he knows...his nothingness, his inability to feel- No amount of narcissism will ever make his mendacity real. Despite him, despite all that I felt, all I needed to say, Inhale, exhale, ...and I am still okay.