Tuesday, February 17, 2009
 | When temptations' appeal surpasses common thought- I wonder if I have become what I loathe. It's all in the name of belonging, feeling needed...that's all it's ever been. I have never understood how I think, what I feel....I just know that usually, it's never right. My callused heart...these tainted feelings, I had no choice but to evolve- it was merely survival. It all starts the same...it's always bliss. Then...something happens, or nothing happens- and nothing is as it was. There is always the longing for something new...something exciting- A new soul to steal. Who do I blame for this? Myself? Them? Time? Or, does it even matter? I envy those who know true love...with no inhibitions. Here I stand...becoming completely satisfied with who I am. It all starts to blend together...even though I don't want it to. I hate them for this. I want to be naive again...but they took it from me. Bah...the bitter old cat lady- and I don't even like cats:( |
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