Assistant needed...for free.

OMG...I feel like my guts are being pulled apart right now. Like seriously, I am overwhelmed. I don't even know where to begin. Surgery scheduled for March 19th...with that comes pre-op testing, and pre op clearances. Eight doctors appointments in less than 2 weeks...each copay being 40$. My job is really getting to me...I have been passed up for promotions on several counts and I don't know why. I am educated, I am experienced, and I have management experience. Alas, I am passed. One of the old managers told me in hind sight that it was because upper management is intimidated by me. Why??? Not sure. I need to get out of this rat race...I make excellent money- but I was not meant for drone work. Period. I need to upgrade...I need a bigger house and I can't do that without some sort of promotion. I am already paying out close to 2500$ a month in bills as it is. We have been balls to the wall busy for the past month, relentlessly. When I get off work, my back is killing me, and my feet are swollen, and my mind is a mess. My ADD and OCD are taking me to the point that I can't concentrate...which sucks. My doctor won't prescribe me anything for it...so very soon, I will be doc shopping again. I never sleep...which poses all kinds of other problems. My ex husband is back on strike for child support...which means that I will have to go back to court, again. What pisses me off is that he nonpayment isn't due to any particular reason. He proposed to his girlfriend..which i couldn't care less about...but he bought her a ring, bought a new car, and a few other things. He is nearly 3k in arrears...!!!! Fuck him. I am raising Kailey and Elyza alone. He has nothing to do with their school functions, their teachers, their extra curricular activities- nothing. Michael is more of a father to my daughters than Chad Mahatha has ever dreamed to be. I never asked him to be this...he took the role upon himself. He tells people that he has three kids...which means a lot to me. I was always very defensive about this...bc I am Miss Independent and I never wanted anyone's help. Michael kind of forced it bc he knows how stressed I get. I mean, on the daily, I am literally pulled in at least 7 directions. I enrolled in school, then freaked the fuck out bc I knew I didn't have time. I need a break...that is for damn sure. Away from EVERYONE'S drama...I need some time to myself. I can't remember the last time I had a moments peace. I am sure that I am self loathing right now...but I guess we all have our days. Sigh...I need a free assistant.